Hello, 2012

It's been a while... And it's almost end of April 2012. Gosh...
Well, live like usual, play like usual, study like usual...

See you soon, cause mostly I'm spending my time on work and study... I blog lesser and lesser though...

Merry Christmas!

I wish everyone Merry Christmas and  Happy New Year! Hope you guys spend these two fabulous day with your loved ones...

 Ho! Ho! Ho! Here comes my Snoopy...

Don't miss out d jolly Merry Guinness Christmas party at Market Hall, Bukit Bintang this festive season! #MerryGuinness

Don't miss out d jolly Merry Guinness Christmas party at Market Hall, Bukit Bintang this festive season! #MerryGuinness

Somehow, I wish you were here.

Somehow, I wish you were here for me. The one I care, the one I love, but where've you been? Do you feel that?

Damn! What I'd do to have you here?

Wish You Were Here - Avril Lavigne 

I can be tough

I can be strong

But with you, it's not like that at all

There's a girl
who gives a shit
behind this wall
You've just walked through it

And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[Chorus:]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

[Bridge:]
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go)

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here (I wish you were)
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here. 

Am I Invisible?

Recently, I feel I'm invisible among my friends, even my besties... Why?
Seriously I hate myself being a tool or some other useful stuff for my friend, or an extra person to share some cost, or a human navigation system to lead you everywhere, or myself as a final option for hangouts...
My sincerity, is that so worthless?

This song writes out everything from my heart...

Invisible - Skylar Grey

[Verse 1]
I take these pills to make me thin
I dye my hair, and cut my skin
I try everything, to make them see me
But all they see, is someone that's not me

[Chorus]
Even when I'm walking on a wire
Even when I set myself on fire
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible
Everyday I try to look my best
Even though inside I'm such a mess
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible

[Verse 2]
Here inside, my quiet hell
You cannot hear, my cries for help
I try everything, to make them see me
But every one, sees what I can't be

[Chorus]
Even when I'm walking on a wire
Even when I set myself on fire
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible
Everyday I try to look my best
Even though inside I'm such a mess
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible

[Bridge]
Sometimes when I'm alone
I pretend that I'm a queen
It's almost believable

[Chorus]
Even when I'm walking on a wire
Even when I set myself on fire
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible
Everyday I try to look my best
Even though inside I'm such a mess
Why do I always feel invisible, invisible

Arthur's Day 2011!!

Wow! Such a long time I've never been to a concert since Maroon 5 live in KL couple months ago.

I missed out this party last year at Sunway Lagoon, and finally I can make it this year!!
Malaysia has been chosen as the venue for Arthur's Day 2011 Closing Celebration after perty over 40 countries around the world!

I owned 2 exclusive passes and I brought along with my new concert "kaki".

What I wore last night? BLACK top, blue navy jeans, BLACK Nike's sport shoes, and my new BLACK specs!

We were kinda late there, it's about 9pm. Jam! Jam! Jam!! Whoops! So sorry that I couldn't tell you what's happening be4 we reach there.

20k of people were there and that's really insane, and you cant imagine when 20k of them were wearing BLACK!

Luckily we're still able to catch up Soler's performance on the screen while enjoying Guinness Stout with great deals in the drinking area (Seriously that's my first time drinking it, I don't really like that xD).

                                                           (source: xiangcool.com)

                                                    (source: Guinness Malaysia Facebook Page)

JJ & Ean from hitz.fm and Serena were the emcee for the night, how cute! Up next, Hitz.fm's DJ Skeletor and Moots spinning on the stage! "Mr. Saxobeat", "Party Rock Anthem", "Give Me Everything (Tonight)"... He showed his great DJ skills and here comes the first peak of the night, Mizz Nina's in the house, appeared in front of the stage with her glitter gold + black Hip-Hop outfit, sing and dance along the show! "Take Over", "What You Waiting For ( + DJ Goldfish remix)", some other album hits, and WOW! She danced well! Hawt!!

Kartel's act was totally turned me down and they dragged lots of time before Taio Cruz showed up. I think I'm not the only one who said that. I don't wanna talk about it, BOO!

I guess the organiser felt our pain.. DJ Skeletor and emcees were back to us! They tried really, really hard to  entertain us and hit some music to bring us back... and FINALLY!! He's here!!

               (source: Guinness Malaysia Facebook Page)

                                                  (source: Guinness Malaysia Facebook Page)

 TAIO CRUZ! 

He sang "She's Like a Star", "Come On Girl", and "I Just Wanna Know" from his first album "Departure". Of course, here's our favourite hits! "Break Your Heart" and other collaborating hits like "Dirty Pictures ft. Ke$ha", "Higher ft. Kylie Minogue & Travie McCoy", and my very, very-owned favourite song "Little Bad Girl ft. Ludacris, produced by David Guetta", and lastly he introduced his latest hits for his upcoming album, which will be released end of this year "Troublemaker"!

Whoooaa.. wait! That's not enough! "We want MORE! We want MORE! We want MORE!..." He's back on stage by singing "Dynamite" vocal! He's awesome!! All of us were damn HIGH!!

Lastly, a 5 minutes fireworks ended the whole party! TO ARTHUR!!
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Well, I saw lot's of posts and complaining about parking stuff, cellphone no signal, how bad's the venue, bla bla bla.. Duh! Just stop blaming on the organiser!
We're stucked in the parking lot for nearly 2 hours to get out from there, but it's worth! That's part of the concert life!! 20k of people were there, more than 5k vehicles were there, what do you expect!
One more thing, turf club are supposed to have bad device signal, all of us know that.

Thank you Guinness Malaysia for giving us the extraordinary Arthur's Day @ Speed City KL!!

Another portraits...

The only thing I wanna say is "I LOVE MY DRESS SO MUCH!!"

Photographer: Aaron Foo
Dress: Vanity Boutique
Make-up: Myself

that's me!

it's just like a flower..

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Glee is BACK!

Glee is back! Brand new season, premieres on 20th September 2011 in US.

Well, you might figured out that the last episode of Glee Season 2 everyone was planning and finding their future, especially Rachel (Lea Michelle) and Kurt (Chris Colfer) want to follow their dreams in New York. Or maybe, you might think that Glee Season 3 is all about their graduation year, just like HSM 3.

"Uh, uh, I've learnt my lesson, and I won't do that again," said Ryan Murphy, the director of Glee.

Besides, new characters will be showing up in this season too! Meet Mike Chang's parents, Emma's parents, and more!

Looking for it? Stay tuned and don't miss out the fabulous show!

For more info, click here to find out more. And here's the video.. Check this out ^^

...and this

Gleek!

Black is Back with Arthur's Day 2011

To Arthur!

Seriously, I'm really not a big fan of Guinness Stout (I don't like the taste xD), but this is not a big deal. The greatest part of this Arthur's Day 2011 is -

"Higher, higher, higher of the ground.." 

"I'm only gonna break, break your, break, break you heart..." 

"Go! Little bad girl, little bad girl..."

Taio Cruz first time LIVE in Malaysia! 

OMFG! Come and join our worldwide international greatest celebration this coming Friday, 6pm onward at Speed City KL, Selangor Turf Club!

Wait, wait, wait... Not only this.

Arthur's Day supports local music as well! 6 talented local music acts will vie for this fabulous opportunity to perform on the global stage with Taio Cruz

- Prema Yin

- NakedBreed

- Rosevelt

- Dragon Red

- Jin Hackman (featuring CSBTEA)

- James Baum

Malaysia's Top 2 favourites will perform at Arthur's Day 2011, vote your favourite local acts now, because YOU are the one will decice whether they'll be there or not! 

Click here to vote now! Guinness Malaysia Facebook Page

Let me remind you once again, here's the details:

Date: 23rd September 2011 (Friday)

Time: 6pm onwards

Venue: Speed City KL @ Selangor Turf Club

What to wear? Be Mysterious BLACK

Special thanks to Nuffnang and Guinness Malaysia for this awesome invites!

Obstacles...

I'm lost...

Tons of problems keep throwing on me until I'm so hard to breathe.
Tons of problems turned my life upside down.

School termination problems,
Late salary payment,
Alimony delayed,
Group assignments issue,
Working stress...
..... and more.....

I've lost my passion on my studies
I've lost my passion on my life
I've totally lost myself..

But I don't feel like GTD...
.... cool huh? 

Ashley-Jesse's here!

It's July?

Whoa... that's fast. I spent half year in Kay-Elle!

I can't believe my eyes, time flies fast, damn fast.

I was wondering what I've done for the past six months:
First trimester in UTAR? Working as a liquor promoter in  the club (again?!)? Craving for more and more money and practical studies? My Broadcasting stuff? I wish someone could answer for me.

Someone says that "Study life's good, especially in Uni, but don't do it in a "full time mode", enjoy it!" That's what I want. Two-and-a-half-year to go, appreciate that!

Pretending...

Glee – Pretending (Original Song) Lyrics

Click here to listen it

face to face and heart to heart

we’re so close, yet so far apart

i close my eyes i look away

that’s just because i’m not okay

but i hold on, i stay strong

wondering if we still belong

will we ever say the words we’re feeling

reach down underneath and tear down all the walls

will we ever have a happy ending

or will we forever only be pretending

will we a-a-a-always a-a-a-always a-a-a-always be pretending

how long do i fantasize

make believe that it’s still alive

imagine that i am good enough

and we can choose the ones we love

but i hold on, i stay strong

wondering if we still belong

will we ever say the words we’re feeling

reach down underneath and tear down all the walls

will we ever have a happy ending

or will we forever only be pretending

will we a-a-a-always a-a-a-always a-a-a-always be

keeping secrets safe

every move we make

seems like no one’s letting go

and it’s such a shame

cause if you feel the same

how am i supposed to know

will we ever say the words we’re feeling

reach down underneath and tear down all the walls

will we ever have a happy ending

or will we forever only be pretending

will we a-a-a-always a-a-a-always a-a-a-always be (pretending)

will we a-a-a-always a-a-a-always a-a-a-always be (pretending)

will we a-a-a-always a-a-a-always a-a-a-always be pretending

Fall for Glee!!

Finally, I've completed Glee Season 2, episode 22 "New York"!. Although the ending's not pretty well (which means The New Directions not shortlisted to the Top 10's National Show Choir Championship, but at least they ranked #12) ^^ , But I'll keep stay tuned for the Glee Season 3, which premieres on Fall 2011 - Spring 2012!

I've done right.

"Are we doing the right thing?" That's the point.
Whatever you've done to me, although it's hurt, but I believe time heals, just it takes me more than others.

You know what? I hated myself so so so so much for being the third person in your life, not once, but twice. Ask yourself: "What am I meant to you actually? You need me for what?" I'm not yours, you're not mine. I can't simply make it out, just because of you. You're not the random guy, you're my ex-b. I should protect myself instead, at the same time, I'm trying to protect you for not being ruined your relationship again, I'm not as great as you think.

Lotsa things in my mind, I can't say it out... But I know what I've done will be the best for you and me.

"Although you wanna go nuts, but please don't play with fire." Okay?
btw, I love you.

I'm QUIT!

Refused to talk about you and her?
You needed me "right now"?
No plan for your birthday? No off day?

Can you just stop bullshitting in front of me?!

I'm QUIT.

Something you should know...

I might take it personally cause I'm not sure it's for me or not, but I think it is.

I knew what we did that night. It was good for giving me the feel that I used to have it before, but it didn't blow my mind like first time again.

I'm not bounded for you, cause I'm still clearly remembered what you've told me in previous, and I'm not gonna pretend that you're mine, ever. I know it's not gonna happen again. You're not belong to me, forever.

It's true that no one's able to replace the hole that you've made in my heart apparently. I've tried my best to get some replacements so that I'm able to forget you, but I failed again and again.
I've decided to change myself, not to take it serious anymore, not to take any responsibility anymore, just P.F.F.
I wanna make myself clear. I won't ever let myself for being hurt anymore.

It's over, I'd never expect that you'll talk to me again, but I'm glad. I'm still hoping that you're good with her once you've committed to her. I'm just nothing in your heart, nothing...

We're still friends...

It's 2011...

Finally, 2010 is over...

Kinda mess during 2010.
I heard lots of people surrounding me were saying that the year before we turn 21 is the hardest time ever.
True.
The year before I really become the REAL adult, the final year to be a teen.

Ups and downs, bitter and sweet, I gained lots of new experiences...
... being an intern in 988 radio station
... participated as Red.fm's radio announcer's audition
... being a club's PR
... a coffee maker at The Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf
... a direct salesman
... AND a Diploma holder of Broadcasting course


hmmm... sounds great huh? I'm really surprised that I can face so many situations by myself. I guess it makes me getting tougher and tougher...

Well, it's 2011 now. Smile.

Back to December - Taylor Swift

Back to December - Taylor Swift


I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier then ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to december all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to december, turn around and make it all right and
I go back to december all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side,
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to december all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to december, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to december all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to december
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine and
I go back to december, turn around and make it alright and
I go back to december, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to december all the time

All the time

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/t/taylor_swift/#share

Sorry That I Loved You - Anthony Neely

Recently there's a situation makes me recalling this song by Anthony Neely...

"Sorry That I Loved You"

Verse 1
For all of the times that I tried for your smile
For making you think that I was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine

Verse 2
For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind

Chorus
And I’m so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I’m sorry that it came true but sorry doesn’t turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

Verse 3 
And I’m so sorry for…
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by

Verse 4
For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when I fled the scene
Sorry love, for wasting your time

Bridge:
An apology now after all of this time
Won’t make any difference tonight
But I’m hoping I’m sorry will open your mind
To love love love love in your life

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如果你的朋友生肖是马的请好好珍惜...

I got this from my friend, Vvc, through Facebook ^^

"属马的人性格很奇怪,有时候超爱说话,有时候可以一天不说话,高兴的时候,会拼命的说话,不高兴的时候,一句话也不说.
属马的人不爱记仇,但谁对他好谁对他不好,他还是记得很清楚的
属马的把真实的自己藏于半夜的寂静和午夜明朗的笑声中.
属马的最注重的就是安全感.希望被保护,却常常是一个人.
属马的不容易爱上一个人，但一旦爱上便很难自拔。一旦受伤，总是被伤的很深。只有几个贴心朋友


属马的是个很爱撒娇的孩子、总是很依赖别人
属马的喜欢海,喜欢顾影自怜.喜欢自己舔伤口.
属马的性格很古怪而又孤僻,他们会突然在大笑中沉默,感觉悲伤.
属马的心里想什么从来不说.别人也猜不到.
属马的嘴上说不在乎、心里却早已悲凉、心里的那把火早已熄灭 .


属马的选择了沉默、不在像以前那样挚热的去追求某样东西 .
属马的总是很爱回忆、回忆以前的点点滴滴、以前的大小事只是默默的想着.
属马的座的人天生敏锐，与生具备的第六感，对人的内心有超乎寻常的洞察力，但他会把这些东西放在心里，属马的人可以把你的眼神、内心看得很清楚，但却不会告诉你，他用旁观的态度判定虚伪 .
属马的人不懂甜言蜜语，不屑拍马屁 .
属马的人本能的排斥虚伪和做作的人 .


属马的人不会真的发火，就算生气，也很快忘记！
属马的人只对真正懂他的人，展示他的创造性，他的情绪他变得冷淡就证明他开始对你重新审视， 当他越是沉默，就代表他越是生气 .
属马的人可能看起来很凶，其实内心是最柔软的 .
属马的人看起来很冷淡，但那只是保护自己的方法 .
属马的人很重视友情，但被伤害后绝对不再友善 .


属马的人很容易被感动，但感动中又保有理智 .
属马的人可能看起来很坚强，其实是最脆弱的 .
属马的人可能很爱哭，但他的哭并不代表认输 .
属马的人可能看起来很笨，其实大智若愚 .

属马的人可能做事很毛躁，但内心很细心 .
属马的人天生敏感和细腻，却会用心鉴定 .

属马的懦弱，受了伤之后，只知道躲在无人的地方独自哭泣 .

属马的虚伪，明明已经心痛到无法呼吸，还要在最爱的他面前假装坚强；不轻易让任何人走进他自己独自的世界

属马的笑容，无论开心或者悲伤，他都是一脸笑容，笑容，是他们伪装自己最好的武器，

属马的眼泪，从不轻易让人看见，他的泪，从来只有她知道，只是，谁又知道，在巨蟹的笑脸背后，埋藏的是深深的悲伤，笑的越开心，伤的越深 .

属马的退缩， 属马的，永远不会轻易说爱或者喜欢，除非真的喜欢到了极点，否则，要他们表白几乎不可能，但是，一旦表白，他们就是不遗余力的付出，即使知道这样做换来的结果可能是深深的伤害…



属马的，永远只可能做同一件事两次，表白也一样，同一个人，只可能听到他向你最深的表白两次，两次之后，就是绝对的安静了…即使仍然深爱着，他也没有勇气再说第三遍我爱你…他的退缩，不能重复一件事第三次 .

属马的愚蠢，不懂的怎么挽回深爱的人的心，只能自己心中默默的祝福和祈祷。

受了伤的马，只会在角落独自忍受锥心的痛.

属马的：体贴第一名，爱吃第一名，爱家第一名，孝顺第一名，多愁善感第一名。

如果你爱上 属马…请你疼爱生肖马。。。哈哈。。。"

我怎么了？

又是一篇华文帖子，只有用华文才能诠释我心里的话……

我真得越来越不了解自己要的是什么生活，

- 一个人孤零零地享受单身生活，自己读书、自己看电影、自己盲目工作赚钱的铁女孩？

- 还是找个伴，过个比较正常的生活、过着一般女孩所想要过的二人世界，做个幸福的女孩？

习惯一个人了

偶尔会觉得很累

但是

我不断地工作来麻醉自己

我不让自己有一丝丝的空档

我不让自己有任何一点时间去想我的感情生活

我想尽办法拒绝任何人的追求

只因为……

我不希望再受到任何伤害

我不再有任何憧憬

我不再有任何奢望会找到好的

还是靠自己最好。

还记得……

20.10.2010

当时的你

所答应的一切

我的确是很开心

也因你的家人的反对

让我一直劝你听家人的话

一直劝你离开我

因为我不想要一段不受祝福的感情

这，你又能明白吗？

28.10.2010

结束，真的很快哦

现在的你，但愿会很好……

我想，我应该选择放弃爱情

因为我对它再也没有信心了

心死了……